Some honestly about the current problems I'm facing, and a vlog!
Read MoreHow to Stop Being so Hard on Yourself
Here I give some tips on how to be kinder to yourself!
Read MoreElitism in Creativity - Timelapse Drawing
A timelapse video of me drawing, with some tips on how to look out for and deal with "elitism".
Read MoreWhat's In Store For Me
Find out what I'll be sharing in the future!
Read MoreMy Artistic Journey
Find out the history of myself as an artist!
Read MoreHow to Get Back Into Drawing When You Haven't Drawn in a While - Timelapse Drawing
A timelapse drawing with some tips thrown in!
Read MoreIntroduction
I'll be documenting of my new life venture - chasing my dreams!
Read MoreAn Exciting Update!
I’ve been a little quiet lately, but for good reason. I’ve been spending my free time planning for a big change in my life.
Have you ever had a dream goal of how you’d spend your life, and you’re constantly trying to work yourself closer to that goal, but it still always feels like it’s some kind of distant fantasy that will forever be a “one day” situation, never a “today”?
Well, very soon, my “one day” will become a “today”!
Creating and spreading positivity are what I feel that I cannot be happy without. Soon, I will be able to bring these priorities to the forefront of my life, and focus all of my energy on! All of the time I’ve spent researching and planning over the past year and a half, will finally get put into motion.
Great things are in store, and I know deep down that this is where my passions lie. I am more determined than ever to create a fulfilling life for myself, and to spread positivity to whoever I can!
Stay tuned over the next few months for when things finally start getting put in motion!
Blue Hair
Here's a 60 minute sketch I did, using the beautiful Nyané Lebajoa for reference!
And you can even see the timelapse here:
How I Choose Healthy Eating Habits over Negative Ones
Do you know what foods you should be eating, but find it too difficult to choose to eat healthy foods over unhealthy ones when the time comes?
Try these two points to help fuel that discipline to eat well:
- Prepare early so that you don’t have to depend on making in-the-moment, last-minute decisions on what to eat.
This is the most important step. You may have heard the adage “By failing to prepare, you are preparing to fail”, and when it comes to eating, this couldn’t be more true. Pre-making your meals and stocking your kitchen with healthy foods will make it so much easier to make better food choices. - Limit your carb sources in the mornings to reduce cravings.
One thing about the western diet that I find extremely detrimental, is the carbohydrate-laden “breakfast foods”. Breakfast cereals and breads are high GI and choc-a-block with added sugars - which only give you a short burst of energy, followed by a crash in blood sugar - which then makes our bodies crave more of those sugary foods to bring our blood sugar back up! So not only are we failing to fuel our bodies with sustained energy for the day - we’re influencing our bodies to crave more of those detrimental foods!
Instead, we should offer our bodies a breakfast rich in protein and healthy fats - it is THIS breakfast which will give us sustained energy and mental focus!
And when you make the change to start your day with a protein and fat breakfast, it won’t take long to notice the difference in regards to cravings. You’ll find that when it comes to having your next meal, you won’t crave having an unhealthy, or carb-loaded meal!
I can’t stress enough the difference you will feel when you start eating this way every day, you really have to try it to experience it first hand.
How To Get Out Of a Bad Mood
Sometimes there are days where I just don’t feel good for no good reason! It could be influenced by anything from lack of sleep or exercise, to lack of direction with my goals or schedule.
At times like this, it’s incredibly easy to just wallow in your grumpy, irritable mood. But that doesn’t make you feel any better!
I’ve found a good way to help get myself out of this mood, so try this next time you feel this way, too:
- Sit down with a pen and paper.
- Write down dot points answering this question: “What are my main problems right now? What is causing me to feel bad?”
- Go through each point, and write down what the SOLUTION would be to this problem.
- Write down steps to take in order to make this solution possible.
- If the solution is not possible or is out of your hands, you’re going to have to focus on letting go of that problem, as it will be wasted energy stressing over something you can’t control!
Working this way will teach you how to mentally work your way out of a bad day. After all, a bad day isn’t a bad day - it’s just a bad attitude! Only you allow a day to be bad. It’s all a matter of perspective!
February Sketches!
Here are some ipad sketches I did this February :)
What to do When You're Feeling Overwhelmed
If you find you’re feeling overwhelmed because you know you have SO much to do, but you can’t seem to get a grip over what needs to be done, I recommend trying this:
🔲 Sit down with a pen and paper. TURN OFF ALL DISTRACTIONS just for the moment - that includes watching any kind of TV, putting your phone away or on silent, and even turning off music (or maybe listen to background music to drown out any loud noises in your environment).
🔲 Think about what it is you need to do - start with the biggest, most obvious things. I find once I start thinking about and writing those down, then many of the little things I need to do will come to me. Write those down as well.
🔲 For the large goals, break them down into several smaller, easier steps. Not only will this make it clearer just HOW to achieve those larger goals - which will make you feel more in control - but it will also bring you much more satisfaction when you’re able to tick off each step. If you just write down one large goal, you’ll get frustrated when you’ll be working all day and still haven’t ticked anything off - you’ll feel like you’re getting nowhere.
🔲 Next, think about which of these points need to be addressed immediately, and which aren’t so urgent. Either keep a note of this order in your head, or re-write all of your goals and steps in order. Then, as you review this list, you’ll know exactly what needs to be done next. 🙂
When You Don't Want to Talk to Anyone... →
There are some times when I feel grumpy and not in the mood to talk to people. I put on my earphones and I ignore the outside world. But this more often than not makes me feel worse. It’s actually social interaction which can pull me out of the grumps!
The next time you’re feeling unhappy, and feel like you want to cut yourself off from the world - take a chance on talking to those around you. You just might feel better for it!!
What Causes Bloating? All about Gluten, Soy, and Dairy, and the Modern Diet!
So let’s start with a scenario: you wake up in the morning and your stomach feels glorious and flat, maybe you stand in front of the mirror and admire it, but as the day progresses that flat stomach disappears, and instead starts to extend outwards below the belly button, and by the end of the day you’re feeling really uncomfortable and feeling a lot worse about your body than you did that morning. Does this sound familiar? It’s extremely common, but not many people seem to know what causes it, or how to avoid it! So I wanted to make this video to clear some things up, give a little scientific info on what’s causing it, and to hopefully help you guys avoid the problem and feel much better physically and mentally!
Bloating usually indicates gas or inflammation within the gut - often of the small intestine. Now there are many different things that can cause bloating - from hormones, to stress, or chronic disease. But for today I’m going to talk about the most common cause for most people - food and food intolerances. Yes, I’m sure the first thing many of you are thinking is “I don’t have any food intolerances”, but intolerances can be both major and minor. Food intolerances mean that your body cannot break down certain food molecules. When large, unbroken molecules hit the small intestine, gas, bloating, and a dysfunctional immune response are the result - and lo and behold, you have your bloated belly!
It’s important to note that the modern diet has changed drastically in the past several decades, and it has not been enough time for our genetics to adapt. Our bodies are better adapted to the Palaeolithic diet, which was made up mostly of plants, protein and fat. Today however, the western diet consists of a high intake of carbohydrates, sugar, corn syrup, trans fats, preservatives, additives, dyes, and fake foods. The vast difference between what our bodies are designed to eat and what we actually eat is a major contributing factor to the astronomical rates of obesity, gastrointestinal complaints, and chronic disease that occur today.
Basically, we are missing some major types of foods that are good for our gut, and are consuming too much of the foods that are bad for our gut.
The major things that are missing are fibre, and omega-3 fatty acids (or specifically, a balance of omega-3 and omega-6 fatty acids).
Fibre is important because it slows emptying of the stomach and increases feelings of satiety and satisfaction. Fibre acts as a broom, sweeping the intestines and cleaning them out. It promotes regular bowel function and reduces the risk of all major gastrointestinal diseases. Going back to that Palaeolithic diet our bodies are designed for - the average American consumes only 10-20% of what Palaeolithic people would have consumed in a day.
The balance of omega-3 and omega-6 fatty acids is important because the average person today doesn’t consume enough ANTI-inflammatory omega-3 acids (such as that from fatty fish and fish oils), and too much PRO-inflammatory omega-6 acids (such as from seed and soybean oils found in virtually all processed snack foods such as crackers and chips, salad dressings, condiments, and even some oil-packed whole foods such as tuna, sardines, and sun-dried tomatoes). Palaeolithic people’s omega 3 and omega 6 consumption ratio was close to one-to-one. Today, Americans consume sixteen to forty times the amount of pro-inflammatory omega-6 fats to anti-inflammatory omega-3 fats.
Anti-inflammatory fatty acids specifically can help reduce inflammation of the digestive system. The food group with the highest concentration of the best anti-inflammatory fats - EPA and DHA - is fatty cold-water ocean fish, like salmon, mackerel, and herring. The only vegetarian sources of EPA and DHA are a few edible algae, such as spirulina and chlorella.
EPA and DHA are a part of our cellular membranes - including the cells that line the gastrointestinal tract - and they play roles in receptor activity and also in appropriate cellular signalling and communication. They also act as lubricants for the digestive system. So not only do they aid in the movement of food through the intestines, but they also help make the trip easier. This improves the ease of bowel movements.
And as for the wrong stuff that we eat too often - well that includes gluten, soy, and dairy.
Gluten is the protein molecule that is found in wheat, barley, rye, and some other grains. Most protein molecules are straight and shaped like a pencil. Gluten, on the other hand, is spiraled and thus does not break down easily. When large, unbroken molecules hit the small intestine, gas, bloating, and a dysfunctional immune response are the result.
Something important to note is that gluten is a much different molecule than it was even forty to fifty years ago, and it has a greater impact on our health now than it did then. In an attempt to make them more protein-dense and nutritive, gluten-containing grains have been bred over the last several decades, to have ever-increasing protein content. An unforeseen consequence of this breeding is a change in the structure of the gluten molecule from its original state - making it harder to break down. Wheat contains the mega-starch amylopectin A, which is extremely inflammatory, and also causes large spikes in blood sugar, contributing to insulin resistance and obesity.
It is somewhat common to have gluten sensitivity (which is separate to coeliac disease). Gluten sensitivity means that an immune response is elicited with gluten exposure, resulting in a variety of symptoms that span from head to toe, such as headaches and migraines, and emotional changes like anxiety and irritability. A variety of skin conditions, including acne, eczema, psoriasis, and dermatitis can be improved with gluten elimination.
Soy can be found in many packaged or processed foods, often as soy protein, soybean oil, and soy lecithin. Soy contains protease and trypsin inhibitors, which are enzymes that split up protein molecules. So, when you eat soy, you are shutting down protein digestion. Soy also has a number of carbohydrates (called oligosaccharides) that are not recognised by the human GI tract. Ignored, they remain unbroken and create gas and bloating as they reach the small intestine. They provoke the immune system, generating an inflammatory response and antibody production, which primes the system for leaky gut, food sensitivities, and molecular mimicry. Consumption of soy also reduces the absorption of amino acids, vitamins, and minerals.
It should also be pointed out that the soy you’ll find in western processed foods is different to the soy eaten by the asian population. The asian population eats fermented soy. The fermentation process breaks down indigestible carbohydrates and dissolves the protease and trypsin inhibitors.
And finally - dairy. Lactose is the sugar found in milk. Lactose intolerance - which is a deficiency in the enzyme lactase - is extremely common. If the lactose molecule is not disassembled in the stomach and remains large and intact, it creates gas, bloating, pain, and indigestion by the time it hits the small intestine. Casein, a protein found in milk and milk products, can also cause a similar problem to some. By now, it should be clear that this pattern is common to all large unbroken protein and carbohydrate molecules.
So, if you experience bloating - watch for symptom patterns. Make a mental note of what you eat and how you feel afterwards. Trial removing gluten, soy and dairy - even if you THINK you can tolerate them well. Some other foods that may cause bloating and so may benefit from cutting out include beans and legumes, vegetables in the nightshade family (like white potatoes, eggplant, tomatoes, and capsicum), refined white sugar and sweeteners, and alcohol. After at least a month you can try introducing those foods back into your diet gradually, and gauging how you feel. If you still experience bloating, try to avoid them for a while longer, or if the symptoms really bother you, maybe you’d feel best to eliminate them for good.
If, when cutting out those foods, you are STILL experiencing bloating after a month or two, then I recommend purchasing this book and reading through it, as it lists many more possible problem foods, and goes into much more detail about what I talked about in this video, and goes in-depth about the entire digestive process, several digestive diseases, and also contains an entire a gut-restoration program with a diet included!
First Drawings of the Year!
And so the start of the New Year, and the start of a new working year, and my new drawing habits and schedule!
Here are a few drawings I did in my first couple of weeks of the year, just starting to get into the groove:
What I Learnt in 2016
I uploaded a video on Youtube of what I learnt in 2016!
The amount I grew in 2016 is crazy - it’s possibly the most I’ve grown in any one year! Here’s a recap of what I talked about in the video:
- Started working full time for the first time in my life.
Learnt how to be disciplined and how to build a schedule that works for me, and how to stick to that schedule. It actually took me a while to realise that if I didn’t draw or gym in my very limited free time during the week (mornings and evenings), then it wouldn’t happen at all, and weeks and months would pass with zero improvement!
Finally found a diet that works for me! With limiting carbs and sweets and unhealthy foods without feeling deprived of them or feeling the need to eat them all the time and have horrible cravings!!
I did a 12 week program with my best friend and incredibly smart Personal Trainer, Emily, and the biggest things I learnt from that is:The importance in fat in a diet when limiting carbs.
The effect eating carbs in the morning has on your energy and cravings (you crave carbs much more throughout the day, and you also have greater peaks and troughs in your blood sugar).
How good having a high protein and fat breakfast can have on your blood sugar and cravings.
How it feels to not be tired all the time because of crazy blood sugar.
How to push myself.
I learnt a tonne about the gut, inflammation, blood sugar, and the effect the pill can have on your body. I found out that my gut was very unhappy (constantly bloated), and I altered my diet by eliminating gluten and dairy, with great results. I then found out the pill was still affecting my gut horribly, and my gut improved substantially after coming off of it (I can now eat gluten and dairy with fewer issues than before). I also learnt of the many silent symptoms that I didn’t even realise I was experiencing because of the pill - constipation (from affecting liver function and the gut), weight gain and fluid retention or similar (I’m assuming from the effect on my gut), making my breasts denser, weak nails (also from unhappy gut).
I learnt about leaky gut - where cells can leak from your intestines into your blood stream, meaning that any inflammation that you may experience in your gut from eating hard-to-digest foods (especially gluten) can result in the inflammation leaking into your bloodstream and being transported to other areas of your body! Good motivation to eat well!
I learnt to take chances, and not worry about having to be perfect all the time, and to just focus on and enjoy the process and journey!!! Of learning new skills, and improving on old ones.
So Happy New Year to everyone, and I hope you have a good year and work hard!!! Plan your future and reach those goals! :D
Happy New Year! 2017
The amount I have grown in 2016 is crazy - it’s possibly the most I’ve grown in any one year! For me, 2016 saw the start of working full time - I was lucky enough to score a full time illustrator role, directly related to my studies, and close to home, too! This job has given me a huge confidence boost, in believing that I’m worth hiring in the field that I want to work in. After 2 years of no leads at all in the job front, obtaining this job has been a life-changer, and great motivator.
And of course, with working your first full time job, I learnt a hell of a lot about myself - about what I’m capable of, and of where I need to focus on changing and growing further.
This year, I’ve seen great changes in my health, lifestyle, and mentality, and I learnt the necessity of being disciplined in order to get everything done that I need to (because a full time job takes up a hell of a lot of a person’s time!). I’ve learnt how to be disciplined in order to get shit done (who really needs to sit in front of the TV every night after work anyway!), and I’ve both rediscovered my passion to create in multiple mediums, and also learnt how to squash down that mean little anxious voice who says I’m never good enough and there’s no point in trying (I’m sure every artist will have experienced this at some point!!).
I’m so excited for what 2017 will bring, and to get cracking on my goals for the next year!
My goals are:
Draw for 30 minutes at least 4 times a week.
Have an online social media presence every day - posting several times a day over different sites.
Start Investing and planning my money for the future.
Continue going to the gym at least 4 times a week.
I shall probably add more as the year progresses, but those are my main focuses for the moment :)
So Happy New Year to everyone, and I hope you have a good year and work hard!!! Plan your future and reach those goals! :D
Confidence
Just like any other skill, confidence comes with practise. Of course, (like any other skill) there are the people who are born with the “talent” - meaning they were seemingly born confident, and have been that way for their entire lives.
And then there are the people who have to work for it. There’s no simple fix to become confident. It takes consistency - of continuously telling yourself that you’re worth it, and saying “fuck it” to what people think. There will always be the bad days when you’ll be feeling down and unmotivated and unsure of yourself, and it’s then that you must choose whether to succumb to those negative thoughts, or whether to push through and keep telling yourself it’s fine and you’re worth it. The more often you tell yourself that, the more often you’ll believe it!!
What A Year! Excited for the Future
Well, I’m just about finished with my first year of my first full time job! It’s crazy how long it took to really sort myself out, like my personal schedule - with exercise, and fitting in my own time for creativity... kicking myself in the buns to get disciplined with it all, as to be able to fit all of that stuff in - while working full time - requires a lot of scheduling, staying organised, and being disciplined!
I’m so excited for 2017 - to take all the things I've learnt this year, and the growth I've experienced, and to kick off next year running! I've spent the last few months of 2016 figuring out what kind of scheduling will work for me - whilst still working full time - to feel satisfied that I'm doing all that I can to achieve the most I can! Time for that HUSTLE and GRIND!
I’m going to focus on working on my own creative projects daily, including (but not limited to) drawing, painting, photography, filming, writing, and documenting parts of my life and my work throughout all of that :) I'll only really have 30-60 minutes a day to do that, but that's fine by me! It's still better than 0 minutes a day, and I'm so excited for the growth I'll experience just from being consistent! After all, that's what it takes to grow: consistency! :D
So keep your eyes peeled for the content I'll be posting throughout all social media platforms that I'm on, they're linked at the top of my website.
I hope you all had a great 2016 too, and if not, then all the more reason to work twice as hard at making 2017 that much greater! Stay positive my friends, as if you do that then you'll be able to accomplish anything you set your mind to!
I'll end this with a silly photos of me and my outfit at the work Christmas party! Happy Christmas and Happy New Year, everybaaaaday! ^_^